They have come to the conclusion that there is nothing wrong with my heart, which is good news.
The bad news?
It's "just" stress, which is a whole hell of a lot harder to treat. I'm supposed to stay home from work the next two days and rest.
Rest. And how does one do that with a pregnant daughter about to pop, another daughter with Asperger's and hyperemotionalism, a workaholic husband with cancer who isn't doing too well emotionally himself, and a mother who is fast becoming senile enough to be transferred to a nursing home?
I feel like I am really losing my grip, here. And despite spending an afternoon at the hospital trying to sort things out, I still don't feel good.
I desperately need to de-stress, but...how?
If the roads are in decent shape tomorrow, perhaps I will drive to the ocean...
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